random photos

this was taken today by sid .haha .nice shot eh .like some kind of hair monster /jap ghost ?lols .. my dearest sch bag !xDDme and an zai .looking at this pix i finally know my hair grow so long alr !:DDshimin and me during cny 2nd day ((:emo fcuk ?emo for fcuk ?

sorrow fills my world

i thot i'm able to face it now ..
i thot i finally dare to face it .
i thot i'm finally willing to face it .
i thot i finally can accept it .

but who knows ..
i can't face it till today .

when i knew about it ,i was sad .
when i saw it ,i was sad .
when a sad face noone care ,i was despair .
when tears came down ,i felt pain .
when no words came out ,i felt like dying .

i walked away ,to somewhere nobody .
someone came ,remains silent .

on the bus stop ,i went up alone .
nobody follows ,leave me alone in the bus ..

you're so selfish !

who is there to help me ?
who is there to save me ?
from this sorrowful world ..

!@#$%^&*

19oo+ said going rest ,call me back at 21oo ..in the end called me at 22oo .before that nv slp ,using com .called for awhile ,den hang up .

please stop cutting it ,you still think it's not broken enough ?

i'm here to blog long story again ...din't really have the chance and have the time to record down everyday here ...

17 feb .
i saw a gang of malays ,youngster to middle age guys ridding motorcycles (mostly harley davison) when i was taking 168 ...which was so damn cool ..din't have the chance to take a photo of them ,cos when i realised it ,quite a no. of them were already ridding in front of the bus ..some guys were still wearing sweater with two word ,'ghost rider' at the back .it's like ,'lols' .

were sms-ing him at night ,asking him whether to go for sw the next day ,cos hcms was cancelled .if i go ,there will be a long brk before nwt .all his reply was dunno ,duNNO ,DUNNO !he only know forHIMSELF .not willing to acc me (FINE) ..i know the facts myself ,no nid for YOU to tell me .THANKS anyway ...

the next day ,promised to eat anything with me .i stated my choice .in the end ,went to eat first .went for nwt ,zhuo bo .slack slack ard ,surf net .aft that went home ALONE .

2o feb .
sid they all went sakura .they actually wanted to treat me ,but i chose not to go ): free meal gone ..i was deciding v long before that ,to go sch or sakura ?if i go sakura ,i'm afraid i can't eat alot .like that time khaiting treat me cavana (so sucks) and i din't finish the food :X felt so paiseh ,cos there were still alot left .haha ..some more sch got assignment ,so i went to sch .aft sch ,i went to meet kid .it was a 'memorable' day eh ...

22 feb .
today aft sch went discovery center ,do stupid stuffs .went there played some so called 'games' in teams ,to find more about total defence .kind of lame ,bored and tired .during break time went to their canteen ate some stuffs ,which is super yucks .

these were my lor mai gai and charsiew 'biscuit' .omg ,sucks liked hell .can't even finished .this is clarence ,weiliang and aishah (:this is clarence's pizza .still not bad ,better than the rest .bottom :his leftover .they were halizah ,lynn and jingxi (head kena cut off) .Oops xDit's them again !clarence trying to make pizza adv ,obviously this failed !a second shot ,better :Dclarence's pizza ,he doesn't want it cos it tasted not so gd and he gave it to me .weiliang trying to hide away from my camera .

days after days ..

HI friends !my new blog is borned :D

it’s been a long time since i blog ..i will update everything at a time ..it will be a short summary .lets start ftom chinese new year (:

first day and second day of cny ,i went to relatives hse .took lotsa pix ,but only a few were pleasant to sight ,ahha .third day ,i went to an hse ,with sid khaiting and kelvin (: yongan’s relatives were there too .got a nephew of yongan so damn cute !and i took lotsa pix of him ^^at night ,i went to play with an and kelv (: guess who i saw ?!it was the J class CA !omg ,omg ,omg !that time i was queueing outside play ,and i saw him walked past with some guys !O.o after play ,an and me went to kenny hse ton .

next day ,i went to watch cj7 .cj7 was so cute !went home after movie ,cos next day still got school .
morning woke up at 7 ,prepared and went out .called yongan ,he was still slping !-.- then ,sid not gg sw .so i called izu ,he told me he wants to go sw ,cos he wants to play soccer ………..he rather go soccer then acc me .ok fine .i was alone then ,from 8 until 9plus under a blk nearby my house .feeling rather confused ,lost .don’t know what to do ,don’t know where to go .but i was so hungry until i can’t tahan andd i decided to go admiralty and eat kfc .when i reached there ,kfc was not even open yet .thus ,i went in guardian and looked around until 1o .after i’m done ,i went to cwp and walked around .meet rk at 12plus and went home at 4plus .

the next day ,went sch for c maths .after that we followed kt to pasir ris to meet her fren .otw home with sid ,she was saying long time nv saw japguy .when we reached the 969 berth ,we saw him !!!omg ,omg .her mouth was like so “zhun” can … xD

on valentine ,i received a perfume and a heart shape ferrero rocher .it was escada !!omg !the perfume that i wanted long ago ..

but i wasn’t sure which escada ,i only know the bottle was pink and blue and there are 2 -pacific paradise and island kiss .all along i thot island kiss was the only pink and blue bottle .ended up ,i got the pacific paradise .it doesn’t smells like the escada i wanted ,but it still smells nice xD and it could last long (: thanks to you ((: went to watch jumper .it was so cool ,they could teleport .if i could be like that ,it would be so crazy man haha .edison was actually in this show too ,but bcos of the incident ,he was being dropped-off ):

finally it’s time for me to choose the course next year .

where is my future ??what is my future ?!

i have chose multimedia .i was so confused about it .i don’t know what to choose .multimedia got 6projs 5exams ,i was so scared i cant cope ): but nwt was so boring … =/ and need to memorise so much thing …anyway ,i have chose multimedia ,it’s useless to think so much .now i just hoped that i can pass everything .

ytd in school ,when i was calling izu ,i called him yongan !lol and i still called about 3times .that was so malu la ,some more still got other ppl T.T die la ..i missed yongan too much le eh ??haha

at night on tv ,i saw jappy on the ad !xD